Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. James 4:8
You can have as much of God as you desire. The good news is that it is your decision. Experiencing God is just like any other relationship in a sense. You get out of the relationship as much as you are willing to put in. Even if the other individual in a relationship gives to you and communicates with you, you still will not experience true fulfillment and contentment in that relationship until you reciprocate by giving and communicating as well. God is always ready and willing to give to us and communicate with us. John 3:16 for example states that “God so loved the world, that he gave.” Draw near to God and He will draw near to you!